College

So I have been told by people who are staying up in NorCal and those who are still in school up here or whatnot that I should come back and visit often. I've been told to never change who I am and to stay who I am. Neither of these I really believe in. I am almost afraid that going down to SoCal, I will not want to come back up here. I see in myself so many flaws in the way I think and the way that I am that I feel obligated to change that once I get down there. It'll be difficult, and I have been somewhat trying to keep this secret as to my intentions about coming back up to visit. If I do end up coming back up here, then good. But, it just seems so difficult to face you guys up here again. I don't know, just a few thoughts that I decided I'd write down here where no one would read.