Remember

It is probably too early in my life to use a title like "Memories" so I'll substitute it with this. Great thing about the versatility of vocabulary. There is always a word to substitute another. Anywho. Time to blog. Strange thing has happened lately. It's like a huge burden is just gone. Those bitter feelings and just accursed feelings of turmoil have been minimized. The grip of those certain places in my past have such a small effect on me when I revisit them now. It is strange. Those good times that later lead to the bad are completely disconnected. I can find myself wondering freely through the blissful moments I've had without fear of the bad driving me insane. The disconnect is so unusual, but it's so, peaceful. I think I've only felt like this twice in my lifetime. Seems like a lot considering it's been only 16 (going to be 17 in Sept!) years of living, but it is been quite a burdensome 17 years.

The regret is gone. What happend has happend for the best.

It's strange how I can finally and almost freely venture into the past accounts in my mind without having that painful sting of heartache take hold.

So very refreshing.